May 2011

It is already the last weekend for May 2011. Time pass by like bullet train. Being 24 now, I still cannot believe that numerical figure reflects my current age! It is weird talking to someone younger than you, and their presence make me feel so old. 2011..... it has been 5 years plus of me residing here, a place of which the distance is around 3 hours from my hometown (by air transportation anyway).

The last week of May means Gawai Dayak is approaching but sadly like always, since 5 years ago, I never celebrate Gawai Dayak with my family anymore. Then suddenly when I called my mom just now, I feel like I am going home next weekend. Fortunately, my cousin's wedding will be on the 4th, so it's like hitting two birds with a stone.

Since I had gotten myself the long awaited license, I can feel the pressure to establish is getting higher. I am exhausted, I need rest but my mind keeps on telling me I am out of time. Internal conflicts,  always hard to solve.

I need more songs like the one above. Calming, inspiring..